Wow, so I havent updated in forever.. whoops!
Well, despite everything this semester(which I could write a book on) life is going well. I am getting ready to graduate, Lord willing I pass all my classes, and then Im headed to UTC for grad school in the Community Counseling program. How exciting! And so scary! I just signed the Lease to my new apartment in Chattanooga. Which was a pretty scary thing. Its right next to the mall and everything I could need, as well as a church I think I might like to attend. Oh, and I got my key and pool pass. Haha. Yeah I think I have made the right decision. In my heart I think I knew it was where I wanted/would end up, but my rationalizing and over analytical side had to make sure that I was make the decision for the right reasons and was what God wanted for me as well. So many things have fallen into place since my first leap towards chattanooga. I had received any call backs from any companies about jobs until the day after I put a down-payment on an apartment. Coiencidence? I have no idea...
I have had one bad job interviewing experience, but I have another one with Youth Villages tomorrow so I am hoping that it goes much better. I really hope I get the job with YV because it would be great experience, with a decent pay for my education/experience background, and really good benefits.. like paying for grad school tuition! How can I go wrong?! Lord willing things will go well tomorrow!
Things with family and friends are going well. Everyday in a new day and I am just taking things one day at a time! I have recently gotten back into painting, and I forget how much I enjoy it! I definitely will have to do more, and for myself. Im learning the importance of finding/making time for yourself. It becomes easy to lose yourself with so much stress and stuff going on, but if you dont take time to take care of yourself then only bad things will happen. Trust me!
So yeah, tomorrow I have my LAST class of Undergrad ever! how sad and yet so exciting. It hasnt quite hit me yet, but Im sure it will soon. Then Friday I have to go to stupid driving school, and then I get to go on to Chattown and start painting and getting my apartment ready to move into! Then hopefully somewhere in there I will finish my two research papers. Ive started them both, but now I just gotta finish them.. haha. Otherwise I really dont graduate! Then monday I have one exam and tuesday i have two then Im done! Katie Mitch and Jacey will be in town this coming week and so they are going to help me move the red couch into my new apartment and maybe some of my other furniture. Then Thursday I have graduation rehearsal, and SATURDAY IS GRADUATION!!!!!!! How exciting and so scary! I just cannot believe it.
Life holds some very exciting and challenging times ahead, I just pray I keep God close to me and never lose sight of Him and my goals. If only there were words for all the emotions and general junk going on in my head!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Update
Ok so It has definitely been a long time since I last blogged! whoops! haha
So first of all my internship this summer working with Youth Villages was one of the most amazing experiences Ive had! I worked at a girls group home and I learned so much! I just cannot even put into words how greatly it impacted me. I went into the internship thinking ok here is my chance to really see if this is the right field for me to be in. Can I handle it? Can I still have a life? Can I keep it from taking over my life? YES! I can. Or at least I did this summer. Yes is was stressful at times, and hard, and many times is didnt wanna go to work, but once I was there it was good. Those girls are so great even when they doing what you told them not too, or are arguing, or just being annoying, they are good girls. And I am thankful to have met each and everyone of them! I look forward to finding a job now that I know a can and am good at this! I love peope and helping them!
So now school is officially starting today. I am pretty excited. It will be good to be in a routine and learning beneficial things again! This is officially my last semester, and as long as I stay on task I will be graduating Lord willing Dec 13! So everyone save the date! This will prove to be a pretty busy semester. I am in the process of appying to Grad schools and then come October I will be appyling for jobs and sending out my resume! Woo! I cannot believe this is my last semester. I dont feel old enough! Where did the time go?! UGH! It just flies by! But so goes life! Just gotta make the most of everyday! So here is my schedule:
MW
1:25-2:20 Parenting and Child Guidance
2:30-3:50 German Culture and Society(stupid humanities!)
4:00-6:50 Families: Normative/Catastrophic Issues(only meets once a week)
TR
1:30-2:50 Intro-Therapeutic Techniques (so excited about this class!)
3:00-4:20 Speech (bleh yes Im a senior and just now taking this class haha)
Then I have a Culminating Project combining my two concentrations that meets mainly online. Not sure when I present or how that all works yet!
So yeah.. Looks like it will be a good semester! Im excited to see what God has in store for me. I know that it is only with Him that I can do all these things! Im so thankful for that.
Well, now I must go get ready for my first class. Hope everyone has a great week!
So first of all my internship this summer working with Youth Villages was one of the most amazing experiences Ive had! I worked at a girls group home and I learned so much! I just cannot even put into words how greatly it impacted me. I went into the internship thinking ok here is my chance to really see if this is the right field for me to be in. Can I handle it? Can I still have a life? Can I keep it from taking over my life? YES! I can. Or at least I did this summer. Yes is was stressful at times, and hard, and many times is didnt wanna go to work, but once I was there it was good. Those girls are so great even when they doing what you told them not too, or are arguing, or just being annoying, they are good girls. And I am thankful to have met each and everyone of them! I look forward to finding a job now that I know a can and am good at this! I love peope and helping them!
So now school is officially starting today. I am pretty excited. It will be good to be in a routine and learning beneficial things again! This is officially my last semester, and as long as I stay on task I will be graduating Lord willing Dec 13! So everyone save the date! This will prove to be a pretty busy semester. I am in the process of appying to Grad schools and then come October I will be appyling for jobs and sending out my resume! Woo! I cannot believe this is my last semester. I dont feel old enough! Where did the time go?! UGH! It just flies by! But so goes life! Just gotta make the most of everyday! So here is my schedule:
MW
1:25-2:20 Parenting and Child Guidance
2:30-3:50 German Culture and Society(stupid humanities!)
4:00-6:50 Families: Normative/Catastrophic Issues(only meets once a week)
TR
1:30-2:50 Intro-Therapeutic Techniques (so excited about this class!)
3:00-4:20 Speech (bleh yes Im a senior and just now taking this class haha)
Then I have a Culminating Project combining my two concentrations that meets mainly online. Not sure when I present or how that all works yet!
So yeah.. Looks like it will be a good semester! Im excited to see what God has in store for me. I know that it is only with Him that I can do all these things! Im so thankful for that.
Well, now I must go get ready for my first class. Hope everyone has a great week!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Goal
So my goals for the summer are as follows:
-Pray daily
-Read my Bible daily
-Work to always improve my relationship with God and others
-Improve my faith
-Trust that things will work out for the best no matter what happens
-Be brave
-Not be afraid to say the things on my heart
-Be open
-Encourage those around me
-Workout everyday
-Work hard at my job
-Be a good example
-Manage my time well
-Make As in my summer classes
-Budget and save my money
-Not worry about things I cannot control
-Have fun
-Relax
-Remember to take life one day at a time
I know this summer will not be an easy due to certain factors, but I have to trust that in the end it will all be worth it because God is in ontrol and He's taking care of me.
-Pray daily
-Read my Bible daily
-Work to always improve my relationship with God and others
-Improve my faith
-Trust that things will work out for the best no matter what happens
-Be brave
-Not be afraid to say the things on my heart
-Be open
-Encourage those around me
-Workout everyday
-Work hard at my job
-Be a good example
-Manage my time well
-Make As in my summer classes
-Budget and save my money
-Not worry about things I cannot control
-Have fun
-Relax
-Remember to take life one day at a time
I know this summer will not be an easy due to certain factors, but I have to trust that in the end it will all be worth it because God is in ontrol and He's taking care of me.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
patience is a virture?
Right ok so... patience is something everyone wishes they had more of. I definitely have asked for more patience more times than i can remember. And I think I have been given a true test of patience and most definitely a test of trust and faith.
We all expect things to happen when we want them on our time schedule. But thats not reality. Learning to trust and have patience is hard and for someone like me who tends to be a bit impatient at times its a nightmare. haha Something I have prayed for, for a long time has come into my life. Or at least I think it has. I dont know for sure. I have faith that it definitely could be. And now that its somewhat here I want it all completely and now. But no, I must continue to trust and wait. Honestly it not as gruesome as I am making it out to be, but it is not easy. For one, I have no idea what im doin. I know that waiting is for the best, probably because of that reason. I dont know what im doing nor do i have any experience to back it up. I might lose my head and thats not a good.
God has a plan I am sure of it. And I thankful it is in my best interest. I like the quote... the Will of God will never lead you where the Grace of God will not follow you. Makes sense. I am very blessed and thankfule to God for taking care of me and knowing whats best because I know i sure dont. Even tho I think i do and I sure do fight Him on it sometimes, but I do my best to remember that He is in control and if I would only step back and let Him lead me, I wouldnt have to worry. Life wont necessarily be easier, but I would have a peace that would surpass anything unpleasant.
So many thoughts I am unable to express. uggh if only i knew how to put them into words. Luckily God knows. and I guess thats what is most important anyways.
Two more days and then i have my first orientation for my first real summer job. kinda scary but Kendra will be with me and I am so thankful for that! June 2 is when I officially start and so does my summer classes. im in for a looooooong summer. But i have some cool people in my life to help make it more fun! Remember keep praying!
We all expect things to happen when we want them on our time schedule. But thats not reality. Learning to trust and have patience is hard and for someone like me who tends to be a bit impatient at times its a nightmare. haha Something I have prayed for, for a long time has come into my life. Or at least I think it has. I dont know for sure. I have faith that it definitely could be. And now that its somewhat here I want it all completely and now. But no, I must continue to trust and wait. Honestly it not as gruesome as I am making it out to be, but it is not easy. For one, I have no idea what im doin. I know that waiting is for the best, probably because of that reason. I dont know what im doing nor do i have any experience to back it up. I might lose my head and thats not a good.
God has a plan I am sure of it. And I thankful it is in my best interest. I like the quote... the Will of God will never lead you where the Grace of God will not follow you. Makes sense. I am very blessed and thankfule to God for taking care of me and knowing whats best because I know i sure dont. Even tho I think i do and I sure do fight Him on it sometimes, but I do my best to remember that He is in control and if I would only step back and let Him lead me, I wouldnt have to worry. Life wont necessarily be easier, but I would have a peace that would surpass anything unpleasant.
So many thoughts I am unable to express. uggh if only i knew how to put them into words. Luckily God knows. and I guess thats what is most important anyways.
Two more days and then i have my first orientation for my first real summer job. kinda scary but Kendra will be with me and I am so thankful for that! June 2 is when I officially start and so does my summer classes. im in for a looooooong summer. But i have some cool people in my life to help make it more fun! Remember keep praying!
Monday, May 19, 2008
ok so..
Ok so, honestly if i plan on anything it never happens. This in itself is not a bad thing, just something i have to remember so i dont get soo attached. So i was supposed to be living in this house and what not. Even cleaned it, moved in and was getting it ready for my other roommate. Well needless to say the family changed their minds last minute and now we must move. haha I cant help but laugh. So im looking for a new place, but im not worried about finding one so it will be ok.
hmm.. lets see. In a week I will leaving for memphis for orientation for my internship this summer. Im excited and nervous. It will be a true learning experience. But luckily my friend Kendra will be there with me.
So anyway, I feel as though my faith is being tested these days. What with the house and with people i am coming into contact with recently. I know in my heart that everything will work out whether i realize it or not. I feel as though it is time to open up and just see what happens. I mean I wont know anything unless i try. Its just hard to think that it wont be mutual, but what I have to remember is God is in control and His plan is perfect. He knows whats best and I honestly want to do His will. I just pray he be in His will for me. So yeah.. God is in control.
Well, I take the GRE tomorrow. Kinda scary! But it will be ok. If I need to take it over I at least have time so all is well!
Anyway.. im off to workout, clean, and eat. Keep on praying!
hmm.. lets see. In a week I will leaving for memphis for orientation for my internship this summer. Im excited and nervous. It will be a true learning experience. But luckily my friend Kendra will be there with me.
So anyway, I feel as though my faith is being tested these days. What with the house and with people i am coming into contact with recently. I know in my heart that everything will work out whether i realize it or not. I feel as though it is time to open up and just see what happens. I mean I wont know anything unless i try. Its just hard to think that it wont be mutual, but what I have to remember is God is in control and His plan is perfect. He knows whats best and I honestly want to do His will. I just pray he be in His will for me. So yeah.. God is in control.
Well, I take the GRE tomorrow. Kinda scary! But it will be ok. If I need to take it over I at least have time so all is well!
Anyway.. im off to workout, clean, and eat. Keep on praying!
Monday, April 28, 2008
communication
Communication is an interesting thing dont you think... some people are rather good at communicating whether it be feelings or facts they have it down. While others had one or the other. And then some dont have any at all.
Communication is how we connect with people whether its verbal or non verbal. Communication is how we develop and form relationships with others. And since we are made to be a relational species dont you think that communication is highly valuable???
So why is it, that we focus less on our ability to communicate with others properly. Why is is that so many issues come down to the lack or inability to communicate and sadly with those we are closest to.
Maybe we all need to sit back and take a good look in the mirror and tell ourselves what is really going through our minds so we know how to say it to others. Plus if you cannot communicate with people ten inches from you how can you expect to properly communicate with God... just a thought.
Communication is how we connect with people whether its verbal or non verbal. Communication is how we develop and form relationships with others. And since we are made to be a relational species dont you think that communication is highly valuable???
So why is it, that we focus less on our ability to communicate with others properly. Why is is that so many issues come down to the lack or inability to communicate and sadly with those we are closest to.
Maybe we all need to sit back and take a good look in the mirror and tell ourselves what is really going through our minds so we know how to say it to others. Plus if you cannot communicate with people ten inches from you how can you expect to properly communicate with God... just a thought.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
changes
Things in my life are changing, rather rapidly in fact.
To name a few:
1. I will graduate December 13, 2008, Lord willing.
a. Which involves taking the Senior Exit Exam, applying for Graduation, and finishing my Senior Cummulative Project.
2. I will be moving into the Champ's house.
3. Working at my first real job as an intern this summer at Youth Villages.
4. I will be taking the GRE.
5. Applying for jobs.
6. Figuring out where I want to live.
7. Figuring out how to work in another confusing factor into the ever changing equation.
I am still in awe that I can seriously graduate in Dec of 2008. I never dreamed that was possible. Though all these things may be minor to you, they have been on my mind, and frankly I have been unable to even process them. When big decisions need to be made, while I usually tend to go with my gut instincts, that does not keep me from serious processing. I don't wanna rush into anything. I want to make sure that the conclusion I come to is in alignment with God's will for me. Sometimes this is a very hard thing to do/know. I finally feel comfortable with graduating early. Though I have NO IDEA what is going to happen from now until then, I am at peace. I know that as long as I stay close to God and continue to seek Him, He will not leave me, and His Spirit will lead me in the direction He knows is best. I just pray I don't fight Him too much, on any matter even if it hurts. He luckily can see the whole picture whereas I can only see so far in front of my face. There are so many things to think about and really worry about, but really I cannot do anything about them now. The only thing I can do is continue on like am, doing the best I can, and taking it all one day at a time. So if you ask me what my plans are, honestly, I don't know. I know that I have goals and hopes of what I want and where I want to be, but truly God will be the judge of all of that, and I will continue to trust/pray and have peace/hope/faith in Him who knows what is best for me and my life. I pray that I will be able to share this all with someone special someday.
So many things to think about, but I won't. That only makes me worry and doubt. Changes are happening around me, to me, and I will go along with the flow holding true to myself and my faith. My Psych. teachers always say, "Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere." So true!
Anyway, I am not sure as to the purpose of this post, but to let everyone(really just my fam since you guys are the only ones that read it!) know what's new in my life. Keep praying, interceding for one another is very important! What's new with everyone else?
To name a few:
1. I will graduate December 13, 2008, Lord willing.
a. Which involves taking the Senior Exit Exam, applying for Graduation, and finishing my Senior Cummulative Project.
2. I will be moving into the Champ's house.
3. Working at my first real job as an intern this summer at Youth Villages.
4. I will be taking the GRE.
5. Applying for jobs.
6. Figuring out where I want to live.
7. Figuring out how to work in another confusing factor into the ever changing equation.
I am still in awe that I can seriously graduate in Dec of 2008. I never dreamed that was possible. Though all these things may be minor to you, they have been on my mind, and frankly I have been unable to even process them. When big decisions need to be made, while I usually tend to go with my gut instincts, that does not keep me from serious processing. I don't wanna rush into anything. I want to make sure that the conclusion I come to is in alignment with God's will for me. Sometimes this is a very hard thing to do/know. I finally feel comfortable with graduating early. Though I have NO IDEA what is going to happen from now until then, I am at peace. I know that as long as I stay close to God and continue to seek Him, He will not leave me, and His Spirit will lead me in the direction He knows is best. I just pray I don't fight Him too much, on any matter even if it hurts. He luckily can see the whole picture whereas I can only see so far in front of my face. There are so many things to think about and really worry about, but really I cannot do anything about them now. The only thing I can do is continue on like am, doing the best I can, and taking it all one day at a time. So if you ask me what my plans are, honestly, I don't know. I know that I have goals and hopes of what I want and where I want to be, but truly God will be the judge of all of that, and I will continue to trust/pray and have peace/hope/faith in Him who knows what is best for me and my life. I pray that I will be able to share this all with someone special someday.
So many things to think about, but I won't. That only makes me worry and doubt. Changes are happening around me, to me, and I will go along with the flow holding true to myself and my faith. My Psych. teachers always say, "Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere." So true!
Anyway, I am not sure as to the purpose of this post, but to let everyone(really just my fam since you guys are the only ones that read it!) know what's new in my life. Keep praying, interceding for one another is very important! What's new with everyone else?
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